Chapter 263 A Winter's Whisper (End) The Knight's Departure
She stood by the window, her eyes drifting over the training grounds below. The knights were already moving, sparring and preparing for the day ahead, their laughter and shouts carrying on the cool morning breeze. How easy it had all been once, to stand among them, confident and respected.
She had led them into battle, her brother's influence and Draven's protection ensuring that no one dared question her place among the ranks.
But now that Draven was gone, now that she was no longer under his shadow, everything felt different. The weight of the world pressed down on her shoulders in a way it never had before. She had taken their protection for granted, thinking her position had been earned through merit alone. But now, the whispers and sidelong glances of the knights reminded her just how fragile that standing had been.
Draven had protected her without her even realizing it, and without him, she was vulnerable.
She had been so naive.
The thought struck her like a blade to the chest, sharp and painful. She had relied on others to shield her from the harsh realities of knighthood, and now, for the first time, she was truly alone. No one to fall back on. No one to save her from failure. If she faltered now, it would be her end.
The knock on the door pulled her from her thoughts. "Captain, it's time," came the voice from the other side.
Sophie straightened, pushing the doubt aside. She couldn't afford to dwell on her fears, not now. She had a mission to lead.
She stepped out into the cold morning air, her squad already assembled and waiting by the stables. Sharon stood beside the horses, her expression a mixture of worry and determination. The other knights, loyal to Sophie despite the rumors, nodded respectfully as she approached.
"Everyone ready?" Sophie asked, her voice steady despite the unease bubbling beneath the surface.
"Yes, Captain," they replied in unison, though the tension was palpable. Even the horses seemed restless, as if sensing the weight of the mission ahead.
Sophie mounted her horse, the leather reins cool against her gloves. "Let's move out," she ordered, her voice carrying a quiet authority that felt almost foreign now. As they rode through the gates, the castle walls towering behind them, she couldn't shake the feeling that this mission was more than just a test of her strength. It was a test of her worth.n/o/vel/b//in dot c//om
The road stretched before them, winding through the snow-dusted hills toward the cursed town they were meant to investigate. The air was crisp, the wind biting at their faces as they rode in silence. Sophie kept her eyes forward, her mind focused on the task at hand, but the weight of Draven's absence lingered in the back of her mind, like a shadow she couldn't escape.
For so long, she had relied on his influence, his protection. Even when they were engaged, she had resented him for it, feeling as though she was living in his shadow. But now that shadow was gone, and the harsh light of reality had exposed just how fragile her position had been. She was no longer the untouchable Captain Sophie von Icevern, shielded by the power of Draven Arcanum von Drakhan.
She was just Sophie, and for the first time, she had to stand on her own.
As the hours passed, the silence of the ride became suffocating. Sharon, ever watchful, rode beside her, but even she seemed lost in thought. The rest of the squad followed in a tight formation, their expressions grim. No one spoke of the shadow plague, but the fear of what awaited them in the town weighed heavily on their minds.
Sophie couldn't help but let her thoughts drift back to Draven. He had abandoned her so easily, severing their engagement with cold, calculated precision. She had always known he was distant, emotionally detached, but a part of her had believed—hoped, even—that he had cared for her in some way. But that hope had been shattered with his letter, his words cutting her deeper than any sword ever could.
The landscape grew harsher as they neared the northern edge of the kingdom, the snow thicker, the trees sparse and twisted. Sophie's unease grew with each passing mile, the weight of her doubts pressing down on her.
Had she been too reliant on others? Had she allowed herself to be coddled by her brother and Draven, never truly standing on her own? Now that she was out here, leading her squad into the unknown, those questions gnawed at her. She had always thought of herself as strong, as capable. But now, she wasn't so sure.
The shadow plague wasn't the only thing she was fighting. She was fighting her own insecurities, her own fear of failure. If she couldn't succeed on this mission, if she couldn't prove herself worthy of her title, then what had all her training, all her sacrifices been for?
Sophie clenched the reins tighter, her jaw set. She couldn't let those doubts control her. She had to focus on the mission. She had to prove, not just to the knights or to Draven, but to herself, that she was strong enough to face this alone.
As they rode through the snow-covered valley, the cursed town looming in the distance, Sophie knew that this was her moment. There was no turning back now. She had to face whatever awaited them head-on, and she had to do it without the protection of anyone else.
For the first time, she truly felt what it meant to be alone.
And that terrified her.