Chapter 2463: dirty mood
Chapter 2463: dirty mood
A muffled syllable jumped out from his lips. The voice was very hoarse, but also very, very light.
An Xiaowan was deep in her sleep, so she did not hear him at all.
jing luochen felt a little uncomfortable. he struggled to wake up, but his body was numb and weak.
Her eyelashes trembled even more.
A face that was as exquisite as a painting, which was originally as pale as paper, was now gradually regaining a trace of blood.
Finally, after struggling for more than ten minutes, he opened his eyes.
her vision was blurry, and her eyes even hurt.
He couldn’t help but close his eyes again. But then, because he wanted to see an Xiaowan, he restrained himself, endured the pain and dizziness, and opened his eyes again.
his line of sight slowly focused.
his vision gradually recovered.
jing luochen felt very uncomfortable all over. he felt weak and feeble, as if he was about to collapse.
he found it difficult to even move his fingers.
These days, he had been immersed in a terrible nightmare.
It was as if he had fallen into a terrifying swamp.
Every time he sank deeper and deeper, almost completely submerged, an Xiaowan’s voice would suddenly appear. they broke through the darkness, through the terrifying darkness and dark clouds, and just like that, with a ray of sunlight, they pulled him out a little.
At first, he couldn’t hear what she was saying, but he felt a slight warmth in his heart.
after that, he began to look forward to the time when she would come over every day.
other than that, time had become empty and weak, and it was difficult to endure.
the gentleness and warmth of her voice carried a kind of power that finally pulled him out of the swamp bit by bit.
he finally understood one thing.
In fact, whether his sister was in this world or not was not something he could control. he had his own life and should not be affected by others.
He clearly had things he liked, people he liked to get along with, and things he liked to do.
he shouldn’t have been defeated by a single sentence.
An Xiaowan had once said that he was a man. Even if he felt annoyed and powerless, he had to persist. and as long as he persevered, life would slowly get better.
He couldn’t let an Xiaowan down. She had taught him so much.
he couldn’t let an xiaowan be sad. he couldn’t let her think that he was so fragile.
thus, he struggled and wanted to get out of the swamp.
Then, he heard Lu bei’s voice again.
lu bei’s voice was filled with some vicissitudes of life and fatigue. there was also heartache and depression in his voice. it gave him a very strange feeling.
He felt that Lu bei must have thought that he could not hear the sounds from the outside world.
therefore, he would always say some inexplicable things.
jing luochen couldn’t hear every word clearly, but he could still make out some of them.
for example, yingluo.
” luo chen, hurry and wake up, yingluo. i really regret it. why did i leave you because of my dark and mysterious heart? ”
“It’s all my fault. I should have stayed by your side and protected you.”
“Actually, I’m just afraid that Yingluo is afraid that if she stays by your side, some things will go out of control.”
” luo chen, you’re such a wonderful person. how could i use these dirty feelings to taint you? ”
jing luochen didn’t hear the rest because he thought it was too muffled.
however, just these few sentences were enough to make him feel troubled and embarrassed.
what did these words mean?
why would lu bei be afraid of him? why did she leave him for her ‘heart’?