Chapter 368: Waiting for you!
Chapter 368: Waiting for you!
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"Yeah. Mommy wants to know what you want now. With grown age, like other children, do you want a complete family?" Anna once again carefully asked.
"Mom I do want a face like others. Although, I never said that from a very early age, I wanted a father. But I also knew that you and dad can never be together.
I saw a picture of your mobile phone. You and he were quite young I guess and the picture was a little blurry. But I saw him and he looked so handsome!
I want a daddy, but only my father, not someone else's. I want my B..Bi...Biological father only and no one else because he will love me more than anyone else in his work."
Anna kissed her cheeks. Some tears were formed in her eyes but she has no words to express what she is feeling right now.
Mixed emotions might go crazy but at the same time, she wishes to tell Kiara everything that a mother should tell. Introducing her to her real father won't be an easy task.
'Will you accept mommy if I tell you that I have lied to you about your father's indeed all these years ago?'
Anna doesn't know the answer to her question and in he remind,she knows this very well that she won't get the answer any time soon. But for this, she has to tell Kiara about it.
Overthinking might result in her own bad only.
For a few fractions of seconds, Kiara just observed her mom's tears on her face. bringing her hand close to her face, as he wiped her tears away from her cheeks.
"You don't have to cry because I know that you can't bring dad from heaven. I understand that very well mom, so you need not worry about it.
I simply told you what I feel because I feel that maybe you need to know about this. Until now, I always felt very secure because I had everyone around me. But today, after losing Leo I realized that we should always say the things we want instead of keeping them in her heart.``
"From where have you grown up so much Kia? Why did you suddenly change your attitude? Where is my bubbly nature daughter who always used to love chit-chat, no serious talks?" Anna can't help but ask.
Her cute and bubbly daughter is suddenly talking so seriously and this is kind of not easy to accept for her because she knows that she isn't like this.
Kiara never lies to take tensions but maybe, this incident has made her a little bit mature and she will never forget this ever in her life because she lost her best friend.
"Mommy, I know you want me to laugh and I will laugh as well. I will live my life one-half of Leo also. But today's incident gave me the lesson. I don't want to share you with anyone else.
I'm a bad daughter and I know this but I don't want you to bring someone else into our household. I only want my bi..bio..logi..girl father because he will love us more. I know you can't bring him but do not worry."
At her age, she only wants her mommy. She can't imagine what would happen to her if her mommy will be taken away from her. As a small child, who is so used to having attention and care, she doesn't want any stepdad but her real father so that she can share her mom with him and they can live like a real family!
Smiling a little bit, Anna can't help but feel blessed by her reaction and spoke.
"Kia, I want you to meet someone. Just meet him and tell me how you feel. And your mommy isn't going to marry if that is your tension. Your mom will always be your mother no one else's."
Kiara smiled brightly hearing this, she only wishes for this and getting assurance from her mom, she is sure that nothing wrong will happen now.
"Thank you mom for understanding my corner."
"You aren't any bad daughter and it is perfect to feel like that. You aren't selfish but at least you are putting forward what you feel no wish to have, what expectations you have from you mommy and mommy will try to fulfill them all."
Kissinger forehead, Anna spoke, "You should sleep for some more time. You have to sleep properly and take full rest. There are some scratches on your hand and I have already applied for medicine."
Anna shut the window and closed the right mix, the room a little dark, conformable for Kiara to sleep. As Anna looked at Kiara, whose eyes were already closed, she smiled and closed the door behind her.
But in the dark, Kiara switched on the right lamp near her and took a photograph of her, and left it lying under her pillow.
Staring at it for some time, she smiled and brought it close to her heart. 'I will always keep you in my heart, Leo. No one else can take your position and I will not let anyone do that ever.'
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So, many of you are asking me why am I not posting chapters regularly, the reason behind this is my mental health.
My family tensions are a big topic and recently in my personal life, I'm facing some issues. My love life is messed and somites, I break down and cry my heart out.
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